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Dear Lord...I really do feel like a lost child in a department store yelling, "MOMMY!" You would think with all the people telling what to do and what not to do I'd know what on earth I was doing: WRONG. I've never been more confused...never been more lost. I'M NOT A CHILD BUT I'M TREATED AS ONE. I know what Your word says...I know my possibilites are endless but why can't I rise above it all? Why am I so prone to trouble? Why can't I put my past behind me? Why can't I rejoice fully in myself...and love myself for being myself? Lord, You are love...Lord, You are light. Shine both in my direction. This is not to say you haven't or you don't....I feel like my feet have been removed for a long time. What good is solid foundation if you've nothing to stand on it with? I get it....I hear You. I sometimes feel you...but why am I struggling with past offenses...? Why have I allowed the past to summerize and in some ways define me? The devil is a liar...I don't fancy him too much but often times, I feel like his best friend. I just don't know anymore, Lord...you've sent people in my life to help me...to love me...and for whatever reason I can't fully recieve - or even understand. So where am I? What am I doing? Where am I going? When am I going to cease being afraid of stepping on people's toes? You know me, Lord...I don't like conflict. Though there are some things I can't avoid...*SIGH*...I don't understand much of the confines that have been laid out for me...I pray someday I see the purpose - the meaning of it all: the heart of the matter in Jesus' Name I pray. Amen....

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