My Depression, i have been on meds. And I thought I was fine so i stopped taking the meds. Its been a year and a half now, and its back. I went to church today, and i just cried. I dont want to hurt my loved ones. I care so much about them and yet I feel like I'm pushing them away. I talked to my friend Laura today and she helped me out some. She told me that i have to take little steps to make things better. But it seems like everyday i get worse. I've prayed and prayed...May if some of you all would pray for me it may help some.
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I too suffer from depression and anxiety for 15+ years now. Everyday is a bit different and I saw a ZILLION docs until I finally got a diagnosis. I was at one of the lowest, if not the lowest point in my life when I surrendered to god. i asked for him to embrace me and pick me up. I had an angelic experience that evening and ever since have had a change of heart regarding our dibilitating diagnosis. I have been on 3 meds for the past few year. After my second child I need some med adjustments. It's never been easy, but I wouldn't change what i've been through for anything. it has made me stronger and closer to god. I beieve in the power of positive thinking and visualization. See it and it is yours. you have to believe it's yours though. God wants you to have it... part of the lesson is learning to have the unconditional faith needed to achieve it. I will never go off my meds and realize that the reason god put them out there was for a good reason. I felt the lord inside me telling me that it was ok to not have total control for once in my life. Go back on your meds. It takes about 3 good weeks to feel them working at their full potential. you'll get there I know it in my heart. Find a local prayer/healing group. look into the chrisitian churches in your area for a lead on them. lastly, Remember, you are NEVER alone. God's spirit is the purest form of energy there is and it is in all of us. I believe we are all connected in someway and our energy can transfer from one to another. Peace, Gretchen Perry, RN Mother of Autistic Child
07/23/09 06:53PM by Gretchen Perry in Lord please help me.....
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