I feel lost amongst not only the crowd, but between Me & God as well. I feel that I am falling, and losing on to everything that seems to make sense. My life is lacking direction, peace..happiness. In only a few short weeks I am supposed to return to college, and a job that I feel doesn't bring me happiness, or purpose. At least..not the purpose that I feel I want. I am conflicted. What do I want to do, Who do I want to be..Who have I become? I feel my faith has been jeopardized lately, and it's hard to hold it all together, when your life is falling apart. My step dad passed away only a few months ago. I hate to use this as an excuse, a crutch..a scape goat. But I have been trying to help my mom while helping myself at the same time. I can't help myself, and I dont know how to help my mom when I'll soon be hundreds of miles away.
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