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Dear God, I hate to sound selfish, but I could really use a prayer for myself right now. I'm so confused with myself, and my health, and it's really starting to get the best of me. I can't remember the last time I woke up in the morning thinking, " Wow, I'm happy to be living this life, and I can't wait to see what the day will bring for me." Reading that right now is such a shame to me because I know that life is not something to be taken for granted. Life should be cherished, and I'm lucky to have the things that I do. I wake up every single day in hopes that maybe, just maybe I'll figure out what I need to feel accomplished, to feel alive I guess would be the best way to describe it. I feel anxious, weak, run down, and so helpless, that it's gotten to the point where I just don't even know what I have to look forward to. The only thing that brings happiness to my heart is putting a smile on other people's faces. It I could feel that myslef I would be so grateful. Unfortunately for me, that is not usually the case. Each and every single day is exactly the same. The only hope I have left is the hope that one day I'll be a better person, or at least feel like a better person [[both physically and mentally]]. I want to be able to succeed and feel strong, and take in everybreath as if it were my last. I don't ask for much from God, but if there's one thing I would like to ask of him, it's that he help guide me in the right direction, and help lead me towards a brighter future that I can wake up, and know that despite the inevidable ups and downs, everything will be okay and work out the way it needs to. I want to be happy with what God has given me, and accept the things that I have rather than dwell on what I lack. Even though I may not have acknowledged the help you have given me to overcome my depression and obstacles in the past I want you to know that with all my heart I am so thankful for the strength you've given me to pull through, and make it to where I am now. If this prayer could be answered for me, I would be able to rest my head each night in peace, and that for me would be a miracle in itself.

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